Very English Mood

7/20/2009 10:29:00 AM wawalicious小歪 6 Comments

This is my first post since i have moved into a totally new environment, a new place , a new experience. I have to face everything include any obstacles without my parent, oh yea this called independent.

I can said that i don't really make myself suit into this environment and Okay I should admit that everyone does but not only me right. ( because it was my “First day” ) I have wake up so early and make myself refresh by wash face , brush teeth and so on.

Okay well my life seems to be so not easy for me at here, but I will try to do my best to make myself to be one of them. (You get what I mean, right?)I don't really know very well about this new environment and I felt so sorry because I didn't even try to know more about it yesterday before I slept. (My bad)

In the early morning, I have experienced something that really freaking me out. I don't know whether I am too stubborn or too stupid to understand what was going on. When I wanna go to take some dip of water in the kitchen since my lips is totally dry and looks very pale in the morning. The alarm which set at the living room suddenly censored and rung like hell. I wondered if there is a ghost the alarm will ring or not?

Oh shit i don't know what will happen next and what I can do is standing there and just to wait? Oh mtfk what the h I should waiting for? Maybe I am too stupid to wait and let other people think that I am going to steal something valuables or just want to steal some water to drink oh LMAO.

Using my "primary school knowledge", I take a few steps heading to my room and tell my boyfriend. Before I can reach the door the alarm ring like hell and fucking loud. Oh yea i should promote to you all about the brand cox it really working haha LOL. My boyfriend heard the fucking sound and rushed downstair to check what happen.

Oh shit when he reached and closed the alarm, My heart still pumping "pop pop pop" with no regular rhythm and i know i have made a big mistake. Okay MY BAD and i am really sorry.

After this incident I cry like hell and what appeared in my mind is just the happy thing that happen when I am still at my own house. I never know that I am so so so so so and fucking SO easy cry. My boyfriend don't even know what i cry for because he didn't think that was my fault and he kept ask me don't take it too serious. He mentioned that I should tell him before i want to go downstair, Okay i will respect it as a "new rule".

I am really sorry for the thing that have happened just now. (My boy told me that his father has been woke up by the fucking alarm, who didn't woke if hear the alarm right? You might think there was a theft in your house!) I will be "seng muk" next time and won't repeat the same thing again and i promise!

Its time for me to prepare for the work today, Please pray for me that I can handle all the thing, obstacles or whatever that I need to face my own.